Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Wonder & Amazement

Sometimes I wonder where Reese came from - not biologically. But really, where in Heaven was there a space for us to be sent such a ball of wonder. I wonder did someone have to die for us to have received her, was the miscarriages for a reason, did Nana hand pick her and send her down to me. I know it is odd to wonder this, but I do. I have always been a big believer in God and some sort of afterlife but, is there a beforelife? Are we all just someone else, again?

This reminds me - I must make plans for her Baptism. Ugh, I am so forgetful lately.

I have come upon all these weird thoughts because Reese is just amazing. I am not saying this because she is my child (well, maybe I am - so what) but honestly she does things and I just can not help but smile.

Today we went and visited the Morrison family and saw Corinn's new son (um, my Nephew) Trey. He is a slim, tan boy with a head full of hair. Reese could careless. She giggled hysterically at Clancy, their pug. He would get close to her face and she would go into a huge fit of giggles - adorable and small. All I could do was smile. I could not run to get my camera to film it in fears of missing something good - I could only stand there and watch as she giggled in amazement at this fugly looking dog (he is handsome, in his own way).


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